So now you are on your own... the love of your life is gone. She won't come back... but she's always there in spirit! What will I do? Keep to myself? Or go out into the world and find a friend or friends... too late to commit yourself to another... time to be free! Yet companionship is necessary. Too old or too young: is this the way you feel? Will you go out finding friends? Maybe this is the answer moving forward... and the memories? The memories are always there: they don't go away... like history! A new chapter unfolds now. Maybe this is my Christmas present and for the New Year ahead!