Something came inside me as a result of too much passion because distance and separation highlights what I feel for you! Managing an intense feeling of love, wanting to have this company, yet only when it suits and is possible... Too many commitments from previous plans, hard work and the reached goals make it very hard for us to be in unison and as together as we would like... Detachments is necessary on wise heads who have done it all before with love, with family, children and friends for company... Over the years we learn detachment, not allowing other loves to enter our sub-conscious. So we stop these feelings at our door and learn about detachment and rejection of what could have been. But now we are free to choose. We both realize that detachment safeguards our liberty. The best way forward is to remain friends and companions and share days, moments of great intensity and then go on our individual way to do what we must do! Love can grow in this stop, start, stop way. Our journey forward is in the same direction as we learn to come to our wagon, travel together and stop at some station, location and with others as we leave, knowing our return to continue together on our own very individual journey towards the same destination... zigzagging through time in the misty realm of the future. We shall find each other every time, for love conquers all and makes us tall!
